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[18 Feb 2005|05:20pm] okay!! so ive decided to update because i thought it was about time and i havent in a while and i just felt the urge. hehe i like my new icon...it just makes me laugh to think about the absolutely HIDEOUS dress i had to wear for the graduate. o fun. i miss that show wow so whats new with me? welll the last time i updated my lj, i had just gotten my license. so yea....thats been AMAZING and i loove the freedom of being able to just leave. and not having to deal with my family all of the time. ahhhh :) so i had been having major graduate withdrawl for like ever....it was so weird i like honestly was depressed without that show...without my "crew" haha and everyone else in the cast was also so i wasnt alone. so we started having these graduate reunions which are soo much fun because of ddr!! i am so good at that game wow. but yeaa... anyway i am SO EXCITED because the entire cast is going to see The Graduate at Warner Theater next wednesday night!!! :) yeeeeeyyyyyyyy i can't wait...but i know i'll get sad when the kissing and nudity is a lot hotter than ours.( minus the nudity cuz we weren't allowed to have that in our show...) so blast auditions happened...actually THE DAY i got my license which was funn...dance auditions were good as well i got called back which was VERY surprising but very exciting. so the cast list went up...and i got a lead :) ....well sort of. its a trio but still it will be so much fun!!! The song is Conga by Gloria Estefan...ahh what a HOT song so yea it shud b HOT. i hope! and then im also in two other nunbers as backups..."my imaginary guy" and "enough is enough"...yeeey!! so rehearsals have been underway for that and are going pretty well, its very exciting. the theme this year is OBSESSION. sexy? surprisingly i did not have a lonely valentines day :) it was very exciting because i was honestly DREADING the day first of all because of it being the one year anniversary of my grandpas death and also just because...well because i didn't have anyone. but ever since the graduate paul and i have become really close friends and we were both lonely and he asked me to be his valentine :) it was sooo sweet i couldn't have asked for a better valentine's day. he really was great and i love having someone like him to spend time with because he really is just an all around amazing guy. aaand he got me a jasmine valentines card and a white rose which is just...wow guys need to learn a little something from him :) soo auditions for b4b's joseph and the amazing scarlet river( or whatever u want to call it) are tomorrow. wheey. and guess what!! i have influenza. okay flu. but it sounds cool saying influenza. but regardless im sick and i cant sing and i sound like crap and im on loads of medication but theyre doing no good. mehhhhh i love being sick. only not. hmmph. i miss EVERYONE!!!! we are DEF CHILLING THIS WEEKEND! hehe paige weeeey!!! i have not seen anyone outside of churchill in about a hundred years and i think im going to cry if i dont soon. so CALL ME BEEETCHES!! and lets have a playdate. anyway! psats tomorrow :( ick ick but i suppose its good for me in the long run? tonight......is gonna be very relaxing which should be nice....practicing for auditions( with my non-voice) and possible sick movie watching party at pauls. poor thing has mono :( maybe ill bring him some chicken soup or something...? LEAVE ME LOVE PWEEESE!!! 4 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[21 Jan 2005|04:15pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | just so you know- pete schmidt ] I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!! YAY!!!!! yay for hot tub club tonight!! okay bye! 1 made love| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[08 Jan 2005|03:50pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | simon and garfunkle graduate stuff... ] havent written in forev....probably because i havent had anytime but after this weekend there will definately be a nice and long update. yea. i know your excited. COME AND SEE CLOSING NIGHT OF "THE GRADUATE" TONIGHT AT CHURCHILL HIGH SCHOOL AT 7:30!!!!! tickets are sold at the door for $5....please come!!! i hope to see people there...and im so excited for everyone i know of coming tonight! its definately been a very different experience for me and i think its a pretty good show...well i hope! so yea...come see it!!!! 1 made love| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[29 Dec 2004|11:05pm] im beginning to feel a little left out in the boonies of indy. where are my friends? Vertigo by U2 "The night is full of holes Those bullets rip the sky Of ink with gold They twinkle as the boys play rock and roll" In 2004 you partied so hard... you forgot how to count. What 2004 Hit Song Are You? yea....kinda ironic that i got that song. def not appropriate considering HOW MUCH ive been partying lately. i repeat. where are my friends? 1 made love| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[28 Dec 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | DMB on my new i pod!! ] sooo im going to update. jeremy convinced me. woot woot I am in the wonderful state of Indiana at the moment....I've been here for almost a week and am leaving new years eve morn to be bak in md! It's actually been a lot of fun...mainly because I've been SLEEPING for a change and feel sort of healthy? minus the cat allergies of course...but yea its been goood. Merry Christmas to everyone even tho its 3 days after!! I hope that everyone had a great holday with their family and got some bonding time...I know that I've been getting more than enough of that haha...but yea I guess that's what the holiday season is for right? Sooo I got an I POD YAYYYY!!!! I was seriously like spazzing I was so excited and I already have like 720 songs on it cuz I loaded all of my step sister's songs. So yea I'm extremely excited about that. I miss everyone. It's really been nice to not have anything to do here in Indy because as cheesy as this sounds, I've actually had time to sit and reflect on my life, my friends, and everything and everyone I'm greatful for( kind of a late thanksgiving). Seussical was amazing. And I don't mean the show. This happens after every B4B show I know but I feel like as the shows progress each one has more and more love in all of the friendships and just the overall feeling and satisfaction...but something about the loserish and cheesy humor of seussical, dr.seuss and the lessons learned from it...like really brought out everyone's childishness, and that was something that really brought everyone together. OK WOW. but seriously, like we were all a family. No one was left out, everyone loved everyone...whether you were 8 or 18. That was definately a rare thing that we all had together and its sad because I know that it is very unlikely it will happen again i in a show..that feeling of togetherness. I'm just glad I got to experience it. I love you all more than I could ever say. each one of you has touched me in some way or other...whether its laughing with me, being a shoulder to cry on, saying a simple hello, goodjob, goodbye, those little actions are the things that keep me going. I think its what keeps everyone going. We all need to realize that. No one should ever miss an opportunity to be a friend. And that's what I loved about the Seussical cast. No one ever did. Love you :) ok so ooon a different note...im done with my cheesiness I promise....I have been having lots of fun here in Indy. I have been... -sleeping( way more than i need to be) -eating( way more than i should be) -reading(no really I have!) -shopping -practicing lines for the graduate like CRAZY ooo speaking of The Graduate! I am soooooo excited and nervous and excited and yipee for it! Rehearsals the past few weeks have been going really well and I'm pretty confident in the show. Not really with me...because I don't think my acting is where it needs to be but just the entire thing. The cast is AMAZING i feel sooo lucky to be on stage with everyone. I watch rehearsals and EVERY time i see a scene(which is a lot) i still get the same amount of laughter sadness weirdness madness and everything feeling because the acting is soo good. It is sooo crazy the amount of time we have had to put this play together. The cast list was put up in the beginning of December...and the show is January 7th and 8th. aaand there is winter break. So it's been really intense. But I'm soo excited! I've been practicing my lines and trying to learn them well over break a lot...my step sister has been playing benjamin which is...really funny considering she's 11 years old haha but shes been a great sport. The challenges I'm facing is my acting. I'm scared my acting is gonna suck although I have been working really hard this character is just soo...fun and weird and I love it but can I do it? i just don't know. But I'm gonna try! aaaand I have to cry on stage like twice which is really hard to do so i need to practice doing that. Someone do something really mean to me so that I can think about it onstage and cry!! okay maybe dont. or do. hmm. so yes I am super duper excited yay!!! tech week starts the MONDAY WE GET BACK FROM BREAK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH yayness. but AHHHHHHHHHHHHH hehe ok. so i need to express my love to the following people for calling/texting me while i have been here and if u are not on the list i suggest u make urself be and call me because i would greatly appreciate it cuz im booored: i love... -shmindz -j lee -jenna -andrew -jeremy aand i also love everyone else that knows i love them! but call PLEASE. this entry has been extremely annoying and boring so i apologize to everyone. i dont know how to do a cut tho!! someone teach me how?? leave me a commenttt please???? you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[12 Dec 2004|10:06pm] What Makes You Sexy? by eva71 Name/NickName Gender Sexy Body Part Is Your Ass Special Talents Are Showing off Quiz created with MemeGen! interesting....haha COME SEE SEUSSICAL BITCHES! okay bye. you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[09 Dec 2004|04:13pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | ben kweller- i need you back ] im tiiiired. i think that about sums up my life right now. ok well not at all actually but me physically at the moment? yess tired homework. a lot. yes. dupont essay mehhhh im tired and i have a headache and i want to sleep but theres no time for that. like honestly i dont have time to sleep. wow. ok so as you maybe can tell ive been just a tiny tiny bit busy lately. tomorrow we have a showchoir competition for simply so we have been practicing SO much and i have a lot of confidence in us this yr...its very exciting to have our first competition and i kno we'll have a lot of fun. but yeaa so after school everyday this week weve had after school rehearsals for that. on top of that The Graduate has has rehearsals almost every day after school so i had to hop around to both which was veryyy tiring. but mr barillo was soo nice and let me miss a lot of simply. usually simply ALWAYS is priority but he understands that the play is...YEA ITS DEF IN LESS THAN A MONTH. aaaand weve def only had 3 rehearsals. the thing is tho...im really not worried about the show not being good as far as everyone in it because kim stephen steven( yes theres 2) paul ben jeff and everyone are soo good and i just feel so lucky to be in a production with them. the thing im nervous abouty, however is....line memorization. wow. this is my first play so im not quite used to the whole line thing...its more of me doing the line line SONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG but now its line line line line line line....and then more lines. PLUS i dont think my lines cud be anyyy more random so that makes it hard as shit to do. theres this one point where i randomly start talking about a goat on a string. yeeeeea get my point? so yea with that, kissing a million times, being drunk, getting married, and screaming at the top of my lungs....its gonna be a fun fun show! but very challenging so thats going really well....im SO excited for that but most of all.... SEUSSICAL IS NEXT WEEEKENDDDDDDDDD woot. woot. woot. YAY! wow it came so quickly it seems like just yesterday we started on the project and now seussical is here!!! u must come and see it at g prep dec 18 and 19 because its gonna b good i hope! the ensemble kicks ass in dance numbers and everything and paige is sexy and j lee is scared and colin is sketch and lindz is ghetto and matt is silly and alex is adorable and tanya is a scary ass animal. but a sexy one at that. teehee. so yea o and did i mention amy libby is the hottest who ev! looove that girl ok so there are my kudos. lol yea so u kno u want to see it! DONT DENY IT YOU LOVE DR SEUSS yea so be there. call me for tickets ill get em for ya! tech week starts next week so with graduate after school till 5 then 6-10 seuss...ill be surprised if im alive by the end of the week. o and did i mention i turn 16 in exactly a week!!!!!!!!!! okay so im done. LOVE YOU and leave me a comment? happy hannukah :) 1 made love| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[02 Dec 2004|05:51pm] [ mood | excited ] yay!! im so excited. so the cast list when up for "mash" and "the graduate"...the 2 upcoming plays at churchill and i got elaine robinson in "the graduate"!! i ammm soooooo excited!!! its a 9 person cast and i am soooo surprised i even made it! i never expected to get a big role. EVER. i really dont think my acting is good...so wow. im shocked but excited!!! its gonna b sooooo awkward tho because the guy who plays my boyfriend (benjamin) is going to be played by this guy steven siegel. omg hes sooo hot so im excited...hes on the football team so i was kinda surprised that he auditioned lol but yea its gonna b awkward because....we have to kiss during the show and hes one of my brother's good friends and hes one of my good friend's older brother. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah hahhaa but im still so excited! and it will b such a fun project!! okay so just thought id let u kno about that!! gotta go to seuss bye! 3 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[26 Nov 2004|10:38pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | MUSICA! ] hello. i am at alis heyyyyhoooo this entry is dedicated to bobby libby. because he suckss. we are going to make this the most annoying entry ever to make him mad. ok ok so we are sitting here...i am on alis lap and she is eating cookies and we are learning how to french braid hair by this articleOOOOOOOOO MY NOSE IS SO ITCHYYY on the internet. it wasnt much help tho cuz like what it is not a picture but words so it dusnt work ok ao yea and now melanie is on my knee and it hurts ow. just kidding! COME BACK thanks ok so lindz is laughing and being cool...haha (she wishes) bitch no YOU DSIDNT!!!!!! ok alzzz lets be funny!!!!! SLAP sex and the city we watched tonight about a prom and it made me sad because i dont have a boy wanna be my boy???? ali does. and mel. lindz kinda does. BITCH! its ok tho cuz i alredy have a boytfriend....jake epstein yes and degrassi was on tongiht and itwas good and ali is dating ryan cooly....luckyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy we love them i love my puppy ZOE i went to dinner tonight and while i wasthere ali lindz and mel were watching my pup at home and they let her go and she threw up in robbies room. MUAHHAHAHAHAHHA bad girl. bad ali. bad lindz. bad mel. its ok tho cuz zoe chased her nonexistent tail around and shewas cute. ok yea cashmere!!!!!!!! SCAREVES. we got them for freee today at expresssssssssssss BLACK FRIDAY!!!!! its a good thing amy. k? y=ea so we went shopping and bought shit but it was annoying cuz the lines were loinbg but then we walked to ledos and it was an adventure and we got lost which was cool. i ate thanksgiving food which was vegan and really nasty. but i still ate it and got fat like ali. shes so fat. OW. alis face hurts paiges face hurts. mel's face hurts. ANDI AND LINDSAY ARE HEALTHY. well kinda...my nose is itchy!!! and lindz is just weird. and lost her voice, yea. k well am i done? herewf dcqsdtbg 6ktrnghb <-- that was lindz CASHMERE GIRLS thats us!!! im green!!! and im steve from blues clues!! and mel is karen! and im gretchen from mean giorls and ali is blueee from the show.(blues clues) and lindz is....wellll no one cares. HAHA SHES TRYING TO FIX IT AND SHE CANT!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHH\=H HAHA IAAFS\ OK, LINDZ U KNO I\ LOVEYOU SO STOP RUINING IT!! okok we have an edit. lindz is magenta from blue clyes( alis lover.) wow mel is hysterical. i french braid her hair tonight it was sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet amy and lindz braided alis hello alis mom! we gotta gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo adious peace out aaviento?? hola shalom buenos dias. OKAY BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (bobby that big space was JUST FOR YOU! LOVE YA!) you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[19 Nov 2004|10:49pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | ill be missing you-puff daddy ] i can officially say its been the worst week ever. churchill-7 damascus-14 actually the thing is...i really dont care about football. its my brother. i am so proud of our team like woah! they have had an amazing season and damascus is damn good and those boys are so strong for being able to focus hard play hard and have a great season. we made playoffs baby! just the thing is...my brother has been on such a high from all of the victories we have had and now he is so upset because we cud have won. like seriously it was so close look up there--the refs were being stupid(paige will prob disagree lol) but it was just so frustrating because we definately cudve won. now im not saying damascus isnt amazing because of COURSE THEY ROCK MY SOCKS and i kinda knew they wud win? but idk it was like something was telling me we had a chance so at the VERY end of the game it started raining just a little bit for about a minute and that really made me think about sako, to me that rain symbolized soko's tears. why does life have to be so hard? i am sooo drained right now...physically, emotionally...just everything its really hard when it actually hits you that...well that no one lives forever. of course i have known this but up until now i never really thought anything of it. well at least for someone this young. 16 years old this week has been extremely difficult but i am so glad that everyone at churchill has been helping eachother out and being there for one another. its really great to know how much we all care about eachother but why did it have to take a tragedy for everyone to realize it? various events have gone on this week in memory of sako...thursday night a candlelight vigil was held and today there was a slide show. i have so many memories with sako and seeing sam and chloe was really hard because we all used to play together. i miss him. everyone misses him. he just always had a smile on his face and was such a great guy. my childhood revolved around sako and sako was the definition of my lighthearted fun childhood memories. i have done many things this week in order to remember him...reflect on his life...and get some closure on saying goodbye to him...but i cant get his face out of my head. i walk thru school and i see him...but then its not him. its like every single thing i see...every word i hear...ever song i sing...every anything reminds me of him. im going to be okay. everyone is. but i just have so many regrets in not talking to sako these past few years in high school because he truly was a heaven on earth. people grow apart. its just what happens. but i have learned a really important lesson from all of this--sometimes u CANT let that happen. heres something i wrote the other day when i was thinking about my relationship not only with sako...but with many people of whom i wish i was closer with: "you know when ur walking through a hall and u see someone u know but dont say hi because it is awkward or u have lost touch with them? don't be afraid...is a simple hello so hard? you might be thankful in the end that u waved hello and remained their friend. don't ignore any past friendships...cherish the ones u love because you never know when they are going to leave you." rip sarkis nazarion i love you and can't wait till the day we meet again "in the end my friend, we all will be together again" 2 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[14 Nov 2004|04:11pm] I'll never forget you my goofy neighbor. You had something about you, something that could just light up a room because you always had something to say, something to break a mood of seriousness and bring laughter. Everyday we'd get on the bus, and seeing u is what made it all the more fun. You teased us, joked and whispered, but it was always something that we could expect and we loved you for it, we loved having you in our lives. You have touched so many people's lives in one way or another and I can't believe I will be at school tomorrow and have to face the fact that I will never see you again in the halls. I will never see your face that once made me smile so. Bad behavoior Bad decisions Life threatening circumstances I just wish and hope a lesson will be learned. Why did you have to get into that car? Why did you have to go that party? So many questions and so little known. I am going to miss you so. I am going to miss seeing you everyday at school. seeing you at wowcow after performances. seeing u out with friends. seeing you on the bus. rip sako. you will never be forgotten you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[30 Oct 2004|08:55am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ben kweller- falling ] homecominggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! owow im so excited!!!!!!! i got my nails done and im getting my hair done and my dress is all ready and everything is all ready and shmeh shmeh shmeh and wooot!!! im excited!!! haha ok. yayyyyy but first seussical. :) thennnnnnn homecoming :) alrighty i g2g to seuss now but i just wanted to vent about my excitement. ooo and btw we won our game last night!!! and aww terry got hc king im so proud of him :) haha i was sooo crazy i painted my face and got all decked out for superfans.... GO DAWGS!!! i love my bro and im so glad he was able to play. its great to see that kid smile you can be as loud as the hell you want...

dont make fun of me [26 Oct 2004|03:19pm] [ music | ben folds-philosophy ] this is cheesy but i suck at showing appreciation for people and lately i have realized how amazing everyone is in my life. people that i talk to, people that ive never said a word to in my life. people i bump into in the halls..and my very best friends. i just really wanted to let people know that i feel very blessed to have you in my life. little things get me down. like not being in the front row for a music number? having the guy i like not liking me back? getting a b on a test? doing bad at rehearsal? someone annoying me? the list goes on.... i hate it. and i feel so selfish for everything. i look around and i see and hear about so many unfortunate things that are going on and all i think about is..."omg i need to get my homecoming dress!" im not trying to put myself down. i just think that sometimes people judge me wrong. like i have no personality and only care about myself. im just a crazy person with no substance. and that i suck at being a friend. please just need to know that i care about everyone. there are feelings inside of me besides happiness. and sometimes truth lies within laughter. beauty is not skin deep. i have a heart 3 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[13 Oct 2004|03:54pm] [ mood | recumbent ] [ music | Gavin Degraw..CONCERT THIS WEEKEND BABY! ] HAPPY SWEET 16 SHMINDZ!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe i love my shmindz :-D. so im not really updating my lj anymore...well i am but just randomly so im cool like that. school was pretty okay today...well morning=bad but the afternoon was good. we had the PSATS today and they were soo hard i didnt even finish like any of the sections so i am pretty sure that i didnt get the best score on it haha...but o well im just a sophomore. but yea so that was no fun. but then this afternoon got a little bit better because the classes were nice and short so we didnt really do anything in any classes. oo and also NORA AND KRISTIN visited today in simply and it was sooo good to see them! it seems like theyre really loving college so yay :) ooo and i have a date for homecoming....yay!david k asked me today.... hes soo sweet i think were gonna have a lot of fun so im excited! im really looking forward to our hot party bus with like 40 people...or however many people are coming haha. i was talking to someone in the limo today and they said there was supposedly a dance floor and like poles to dance on in the bus? i was like YES!!!! im sooo gonna be pole dancing haha...me and sully will be craziness together! and mmm were going to thats a more for dinner which is sooo good and i just really think its gonna be a great night...wooohoooooo okay so im done talking about homecoming. so last night i went to confirmation for the first time haha and i hadnt been to hebrew school since like...8th grade so its kinda bad of me but im getting back into the swing of things and im really glad that the rabbis are letting me get confirmed still. im just gonna have to get caught up and have a few meetings with them and all that fun stuff lol...so yea im actually kinda excited about confirmation because although hebrew school=boringness i really am thinking that it will be really good for me to find myself...sometimes i just dont know where i belong or who i am and i think part of that is because im not religious and i really want to be able to find some sort of connection with g-d. ooooookay why am i talking about this on my lj? o well. ooo and i wud like to let everyone know that the entire clergy from my temple is coming to seussical! hahah...they told me yesterday that they already bought tickets AND bought a lot of extras to auction off at temple events to make other people come so YAY!! if only they had done this for parade....cuz it seems a little more appropriate for a synagogue to see that, haha but o well im so excited that they are coming i love everyone is seussical. rehearsals are fun. theyre just depressing. and ANNOYING. paige knows what im talking about. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah.... and i love ali. who i miss and HAVENT TALKED TO IN YEARS. call me bitch. aaaaand last but not least i love LINDSAY DYER who is 16 today and is the hottest girl ev with a fat ass...yay for grease. have an AMAZING bday tonight and have fun being 16!!! i love lindsayyyy   i must go do lots of physics. and bio. and nsl. and math. and everything.   wow i love school   okay bye!   LEAVE A COMMENT   you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[24 Sep 2004|03:35pm] Heyyylo! woahhhhhh Paige is right. Hello new lj, nice to meet you! okay so ONCE again i havent updated in a while buts it okie im kind of liking this random updating and then when people read their friends pages its like WOAH andi has updated! sooo exciting!! yet not. okay im weird...but its all good Soooooo school was shmeh today...................well actually it was pretty good.this whole week for some reason was really good...i didnt like get into my usual shitty moods by the end of the day slash always and idk i just reallly love my friends so much. As far as schoolwork goes however, It SUCKS. isnt sophomore year supposed to be easy????? WELL ITS NOT. i seriously am working my ass off i have at least 2 hours of hw every night and i almost always have a test or quiz every day. but its ok. its my fault for signing up for physics...idk i mean sometimes i feel like im loading too much on myself but its just i really want to get into a good college and while i know thats like forever away its important now i guess? idk im such a loser. o welll so yea school is hard...but besides that im reallly liking school like as far as friends go. i think im growing a lot this yr as far as knowing what i want and who i want to be with and some decisions that i made last year i really regret and im glad that theyre slowly but surely changing. sometimes i just wish i cud rewind and change things i did in the past. but i cant. everyone was sooo happy today at school because CHURCHILL BEAT SENECA VALLEY!!! yup thats right. they beat the team thats rated 19th in the state woot! i love my brother. hehehhe we beat erik and maddie...o i love you so :D and i am soo sorry that u could not find me and had to make a fool of yourselves in front of chs people!! hahhahaa i was at seuss seuss seuss seuss SEUUUSSSS (which btw both of them shud be doing but they suck and arent) so im a lil depressed because i have a reallly uneventful weekend ahead of me. its yom kippur at sundown tonight and starting then i cant eat until sundown tomorrow night. ANDI NOT EAT?? R U KIDDING? and also..... I CAN'T SEE BOBBBBBY :( speaking of which...last night was amy libby's first seuss rehearsal!!!! i LOVE that girl she is sooo sweet and i cant wait to do the show with her...were gonna have SO much fun!!!! but yea so im going to fast because the whole point of not eating is to punish yourself for all of the bad things u have done all year and to start fresh with the new year. and ive done my share of sins this yr....i def deserve to be hungry. so yea tonight i am going to synagogue so that i do not have to go tomorrow but even so i cant go to rehearsal because i cant do anything fun. i get to sit at home. yayy. so as usual boys r stressing. im actually interested in someone now. its been a while....haha but the funny thing is only like 2 people know and i feel SO 7th grade for not telling people but i think its because i shudnt have feelings for this person because of friend relationships. and so yea its like a big middle school secret and woah im pathetic. i just have a crush. ok so im gonna go get ready cuz im going to temple soon...wat a boring weekend i have ahead of me....gimme a call!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love theeee 2 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[16 Sep 2004|06:06pm] I GOT MY PERMIT!!! 4 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[14 Sep 2004|08:58pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | you raise me up- josh groban ] alright so i havent written like a REAL entry in my journal for a longg time...i guess i just havent had much to say? but yea so im gonna be random now and write an entry... so i havent really had that much going on...3rd week of school blechhhh. sophomore year so far is pretty much that. its shmehness...kinda boring...kinda hard...lots of busy work...and just nothing special at all. i was hoping that it wud b some kind of amazing recovery from freshman year but so far its really just...nothing. o i am looking forward to a greeatttt yr? on the other hand...i LOVE simply this yr. like i am really having a good feeling about it. although i miss EVERYONE that is missing from last year, i love all of the newcomers and am already becoming sooo close with many of them. we are doing a spice girl medley thing in our set and the dance is soooooo great. its very different than ur normal hiphop routines...like its really cool and just so much fun. i really like barillos choreo, so yea weve been doing secret buddies and its sooo fun getting all of these gifts for a simply member and them having no idea its me! haha today i gave them princess accessories and glitter and rings and bracelts and bubbles... i felt like such a 3rd grader but it was cute so i dont care hahaha so seussical has started. weve had 3 rehearsals(if thats what u want to call them) hahhahaa....well actually the first two on thursday and saturday went reallly well. thursday we did orientation stuff and then talked a lot about stufff...but then saturday we actually started working and did animal imagery and singing and all that fun shit. but yea ummm last night....was.....sooo......productive......like.....wow..... 3 letters: ADD that spells b4b! yep so we didnt get anyyyything done becuase we were all too busy not paying attention...which is BAD and hopefully soon everyone will start taking it seriously. i kno that i didnt myself and im reallly gonna try to focus sooo much more in rehearsals than i usually do because i really want this show to be good and i kno that its not gonna b easy cuz the music/set/story/everything is hard as shit...although it may not seem like it is. so yea but we still had fun. so that matters too right! o and let me just mention that i am in LOVE with paige, j lee, and lindz and am SOOO HAPPY that i am in this show with them because they mean the world to me THE UGLY ONE!!!! 3SB+Costume designer!! lol randomness....shmeh i dont want to go to school tomorrow! ugh. but im kinda excited cuz the periods are all short because we hav the pep rally tomorrow. GO BULLDOGS! ill cheer on my bro lol. o and i get to laugh at sherer while he's making a fool of himself trying to cheer on the juniors. '07 IS BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe. yepyep OOOO GUESS WAT!!!! I GET MY PERMIT THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i kno your scared but i am good indeed. w00t!!! hehe TEEN GIRL SQUAD!!!!! MEHHHH i love ali. and i miss her so fucking much and every single time i talk to her i get to depressed because i realize how much i love that girl and how im never ever ever ever ever ever ever gonna see her. :( and tali fucking whatever her fucking last name is.....DOES NOT DESERVE THAT!!! my baby is amazing and she is the most amazing singer i have ever heard. def up there with idina (not exaggerating) so yea that def pissed me off. so on to football on friday...BIG GAMEEE!!!! CHURCHILL VS. WONTON u best be there...the dawgs are sooo gonna win!!! ok why im putting this in my lj? i doooo NOT know but o well. sorry for not making any cuts in this entry idk how to so yea that basically sums up everything thats been going on in my life lately. o wait i forgot fierce. ok there ya go. okay bye leave some love pleaseeeeee 9 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

WOAH [10 Sep 2004|09:18pm] My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Seussical the Musical character are you?, is Gertrude McFuzz ok soooo im SO bored!! but woah i didnt kno there was a seussical test and its so funny that i got gertrude! lol so everyone take the quiz cuz i thought that was pretty cool. woot. okay dont feel like updating but i got very excited. okay bye! 3 made loves| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

tis me. plays with squirrels. [03 Sep 2004|05:49pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | real worrrrrld ] ( SHEM-NESSSS ALI TAUGHT ME CUT!!!! ) you can be as loud as the hell you want...

[01 Sep 2004|04:37pm] oooooooooooooooooooooooooooook ya got me. i like my other bf better. hello craig! jake epsteinnnnnnnnn 1 made love| you can be as loud as the hell you want...

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