okay!! so ive decided to update because i thought it was about time and i havent in a while and i just felt the urge.

hehe i like my new icon...it just makes me laugh to think about the absolutely HIDEOUS dress i had to wear for the graduate. o fun. i miss that show wow

so whats new with me? welll the last time i updated my lj, i had just gotten my license. so yea....thats been AMAZING and i loove the freedom of being able to just leave. and not having to deal with my family all of the time. ahhhh :)

so i had been having major graduate withdrawl for like ever....it was so weird i like honestly was depressed without that show...without my "crew" haha and everyone else in the cast was also so i wasnt alone. so we started having these graduate reunions which are soo much fun because of ddr!! i am so good at that game wow. but yeaa... anyway i am SO EXCITED because the entire cast is going to see The Graduate at Warner Theater next wednesday night!!! :) yeeeeeyyyyyyyy i can't wait...but i know i'll get sad when the kissing and nudity is a lot hotter than ours.( minus the nudity cuz we weren't allowed to have that in our show...)

so blast auditions happened...actually THE DAY i got my license which was funn...dance auditions were good as well i got called back which was VERY surprising but very exciting. so the cast list went up...and i got a lead :) ....well sort of. its a trio but still it will be so much fun!!! The song is Conga by Gloria Estefan...ahh what a HOT song so yea it shud b HOT. i hope! and then im also in two other nunbers as backups..."my imaginary guy" and "enough is enough"...yeeey!! so rehearsals have been underway for that and are going pretty well, its very exciting. the theme this year is OBSESSION. sexy?

surprisingly i did not have a lonely valentines day :) it was very exciting because i was honestly DREADING the day first of all because of it being the one year anniversary of my grandpas death and also just because...well because i didn't have anyone. but ever since the graduate paul and i have become really close friends and we were both lonely and he asked me to be his valentine :) it was sooo sweet i couldn't have asked for a better valentine's day. he really was great and i love having someone like him to spend time with because he really is just an all around amazing guy. aaand he got me a jasmine valentines card and a white rose which is just...wow guys need to learn a little something from him :)

soo auditions for b4b's joseph and the amazing scarlet river( or whatever u want to call it) are tomorrow. wheey. and guess what!!

i have influenza.

okay flu. but it sounds cool saying influenza. but regardless im sick and i cant sing and i sound like crap and im on loads of medication but theyre doing no good. mehhhhh i love being sick. only not.
hmmph.

i miss EVERYONE!!!! we are DEF CHILLING THIS WEEKEND! hehe paige weeeey!!!
i have not seen anyone outside of churchill in about a hundred years and i think im going to cry if i dont soon. so CALL ME BEEETCHES!! and lets have a playdate.

anyway! psats tomorrow :( ick ick but i suppose its good for me in the long run?

tonight......is gonna be very relaxing which should be nice....practicing for auditions( with my non-voice) and possible sick movie watching party at pauls. poor thing has mono :( maybe ill bring him some chicken soup or something...?

LEAVE ME LOVE PWEEESE!!!