urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexiandi02 DeEdS! Andi! 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexiandi02:22150 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z DMB on my new i pod!! sooo im going to update. jeremy convinced me. woot woot<br /><br />I am in the wonderful state of Indiana at the moment....I've been here for almost a week and am leaving new years eve morn to be bak in md! It's actually been a lot of fun...mainly because I've been SLEEPING for a change and feel sort of healthy? minus the cat allergies of course...but yea its been goood.<br /><br />Merry Christmas to everyone even tho its 3 days after!! I hope that everyone had a great holday with their family and got some bonding time...I know that I've been getting more than enough of that haha...but yea I guess that's what the holiday season is for right?<br /><br />Sooo I got an I POD YAYYYY!!!! I was seriously like spazzing I was so excited and I already have like 720 songs on it cuz I loaded all of my step sister's songs. So yea I'm extremely excited about that.<br /><br />I miss everyone. It's really been nice to not have anything to do here in Indy because as cheesy as this sounds, I've actually had time to sit and reflect on my life, my friends, and everything and everyone I'm greatful for( kind of a late thanksgiving). Seussical was amazing. And I don't mean the show. This happens after every B4B show I know but I feel like as the shows progress each one has more and more love in all of the friendships and just the overall feeling and satisfaction...but something about the loserish and cheesy humor of seussical, dr.seuss and the lessons learned from it...like really brought out everyone's childishness, and that was something that really brought everyone together.<br />OK WOW.<br />but seriously, like we were all a family. No one was left out, everyone loved everyone...whether you were 8 or 18. That was definately a rare thing that we all had together and its sad because I know that it is very unlikely it will happen again i in a show..that feeling of togetherness. I'm just glad I got to experience it. I love you all more than I could ever say. each one of you has touched me in some way or other...whether its laughing with me, being a shoulder to cry on, saying a simple hello, goodjob, goodbye, those little actions are the things that keep me going. I think its what keeps everyone going. We all need to realize that. No one should ever miss an opportunity to be a friend. And that's what I loved about the Seussical cast. No one ever did. Love you :)<br /><br />ok so ooon a different note...im done with my cheesiness I promise....I have been having lots of fun here in Indy. I have been...<br />-sleeping( way more than i need to be)<br />-eating( way more than i should be)<br />-reading(no really I have!)<br />-shopping<br />-practicing lines for the graduate like CRAZY<br /><br />ooo speaking of The Graduate! I am soooooo excited and nervous and excited and yipee for it! Rehearsals the past few weeks have been going really well and I'm pretty confident in the show. Not really with me...because I don't think my acting is where it needs to be but just the entire thing. The cast is AMAZING i feel sooo lucky to be<br />on stage with everyone. I watch rehearsals and EVERY time i see a scene(which is a lot) i still get the same amount of laughter sadness weirdness madness and everything feeling because the acting is soo good. It is sooo crazy the amount of time we have had to put this play together. The cast list was put up in the beginning of December...and the show is January 7th and 8th. aaand there is winter break. So it's been really intense. But I'm soo excited! I've been practicing my lines and trying to learn them well over break a lot...my step sister has been playing benjamin which is...really funny considering she's 11 years old haha but shes been a great sport. The challenges I'm facing is my acting. I'm scared my acting is gonna suck although I have been working really hard this character is just soo...fun and weird and I love it but can I do it? i just don't know. But I'm gonna try! aaaand I have to cry on stage like twice which is really hard to do so i need to practice doing that. Someone do something really mean to me so that I can think about it onstage and cry!!<br /><br />okay maybe dont. <br /><br />or do.<br /><br />hmm. so yes I am super duper excited yay!!! tech week starts the MONDAY WE GET BACK FROM BREAK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br /><br />yayness. but AHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br /><br />hehe ok. so i need to express my love to the following people for calling/texting me while i have been here and if u are not on the list i suggest u make urself be and call me because i would greatly appreciate it cuz im booored:<br />i love...<br />-shmindz<br />-j lee<br />-jenna<br />-andrew<br />-jeremy<br /><br />aand i also love everyone else that knows i love them! but call PLEASE. <br /><br />this entry has been extremely annoying and boring so i apologize to everyone. i dont know how to do a cut tho!! someone teach me how?? <br /><br />leave me a commenttt please????